Jumping Pete Wylie

The title of the is entry is crap because that is what I feel like. I really don't like myself today. Why is it so hard to change the way you are? If I didn't have the rest of society to drag me along I would be eliminated like the rest of the weaker links. That is how I feel today, lets see what happens tomorrow. Tomorrow I have stuff to do with friends. I hope I am not a complete drag.

Other ramblings. I am a little concerned that my job is not a little more depressing than I find it, considering all that goes on there. I have always been really good at separating myself from things. It really helped at my old job too. Of course, on my evaluation they told me that I did not show enough emotion. What was I going to do start crying everytime something bad happened because I wold have spent more of my time crying than working. I am more of a get the job done kind of girl.

Back to my current job. Next week is really going to suck. My co-worker is going to be on vacation and my boss is going to be doing his job. Not only is my boss about as slow as I am he always thinks of other things to do as well as everything else that we are scheduled to do. I see a lot of overtime in my future. That is a very good thing. I guess its not like I have anything better to do.